dont you hate it when you hate yourself but other people love you so you cant have a conversation with them about how much of a stupid person you are?

i really only post teh most skimpy of posts nowadays. like the fact that im hungry. like...w.tf

i think its because im scared to come to terms with my emotions..to have to....write about them

becausse i am just far happier putting all emotion away in littel glass jars in the back of my mind. its just easier.

because if i start writing i wont stop.

which is kinda the point of a blog, but you know. whatever. ill do what i want.

love.